but God….no! ...

How do you even begin to tell about a life changing summer in a few paragraphs?  Words alone cannot do this summer justice, but I am going to try.

My journey actually began five years ago when God asked me to give up my summer for Him, and I chose not to.  I justified my “no” for many years, but last September, God showed me very clearly that I was Jonah.  I was running from the one thing He was asking me to do: surrender my summer.  I was doing lots of good things, but I wasn’t doing God’s thing.  I was so worried about me that I forgot to rely on God.  And so…my journey to surrender began.  After lots of prayerful support raising and many answered prayers, God sent me to Narok, Kenya with three strangers who soon became my very close friends.

I had no idea what to expect going into this experience, I only knew that I had to do it.  Unlike the others on my team, I didn’t really WANT to go.  I love the African culture and I love children, but I have never wanted to serve God overseas.  I could not figure out why God wanted me to go half way across the world when I knew I could make a difference at home.  But, I could not say no again.  So there I was.  A mzungu in the middle of Kenya with no choice but to rely on God.

I saw God in a very real way this summer as I built relationships with so many people.  As I learned to live in true community with three other girls for the first time, I saw God’s grace exemplified.  As I watched Mary work, teach, sing, clean, and so much more; I learned what it looks like to live a life full of joy.  As I watched Isaac pour his heart into the students he served, I learned what it means to truly love others for who they are.  As I watched Elijah do anything that needed to be done in order to help others, I saw servant leadership at its finest.  As I watched Kenyans serve and worship the Lord, I saw a glimpse of what Heaven will be like someday.  I am sure the Lord called me to Kenya to teach me that my life is not about me.

In our small Christian bubbles, it is easy to stuff God in the bubble with us.  It is easy to become so absorbed in our own little worlds that we don’t touch anyone else’s.  This summer, my bubble was popped many times and in many ways, and although it was uncomfortable, it was necessary.  God calls us to love, and that doesn’t just mean the people in our bubble.  It means those outside it, too.  I am so thankful for all of the people God put in my life this summer. Mungu Akabariki!

Michelle in the House! ...

I’m not really sure how to sum up my summer in a way that fully describes the experiences I had. Half a world away and immersed in a culture so different from my own, I saw God’s love. I’ve seen God’s love many times before, but this summer I saw it through the eyes of a different culture. As cliché as it is, I stopped seeing the differences in our cultures and was overwhelmed by the similarities.

While working with the youth and youth workers, it quickly became apparent that the challenges they faced were the same as what American youth face. I was so moved by the passion the youth workers have for God and their youth. Though a lot of the youth ministries were small, the youth workers put in so much time and effort into working alongside us to cast a vision and start making a plan for their youth programs.

There is such a desire for God in Kenya, in all ages. Along with that desire, there is such an apparent joy in those who have Christ. Particularly, my friend Mary had an overwhelming amount of joy. The more time we spent with her, the more contagious it became. It wasn’t a joy resulting from anything materialistic or tangible. It was clear to anyone around her that it was truly the joy of the Lord. Even on days when she was sick, she simply had joy and she put that joy into all she did.

There were so many others that made my experience one that I will never forget. The Kenyan culture is amazingly hospitable and relational. By the time we were set to leave, I found myself genuinely not wanting to leave. Of course, I was ready to see my family and friends back in the States, but my Kenyan friends (and the other ladies of course) had become my family away from family, and Kenya had become my home away from home. Looking back, I’m still in awe of how I felt so at home on the other side of the world.

Emily’s final call! ...

At the beginning of our trip to Kenya, our lovely team leader had us write a list of expectations for the coming summer. I’m not sure any of us knew what to write exactly so we came up with things like: I expect to eat a lot of rice (check) and I expect to get sick (check) and I expect to get better (check)… You know things that could happen anywhere in the world. The thing is, looking back at my time in Narok town all of those expectations were fulfilled and at the same time none of them were. Instead, they were exceeded and without the knowledge of what I was truly getting into. Nothing really could have prepared me for the impact that one culture and a few people could have on my life.

Now that I’m home, people keep asking me what my favorite part was. My answer is always: the people. Hands down. In a matter of weeks, I entered a new culture a complete stranger and left with a new family. There is nothing like the people of Kenya—they have so much joy and love to be shared that you are just comforted by knowing them. Because of my friends in Kenya, I continuously had the realization that we are ALL God’s children. We are all called to be followers of Christ no matter our cultural background, the color of our skin, or the language we speak.  We are all called the beloved and therefore share a common heart: Christ Jesus. I also realized that heaven’s going to have some pretty sweet dance moves.

I was probably asked about a hundred times what kinds of issues youth face in America. Locals were always shocked to realize that kids in the US struggle with a lot of the same things as they do in Kenya. They just look a little different thanks to our cultural backgrounds. They all share a common need and struggle in a lot of the same ways.  A part of me expected it to be drastically different, but the Lord clearly showed me otherwise.  He told me, people are people no matter the time or the place and our relationships with each other are what make the adventure come to life. The majesty of God’s creation is found in the nature of the world but even more it is in his people. They are a testament to his magnitude and creativity.

All this to say, the impact of these experiences in Kenya have only just begun unraveling.  Every time that I think of one of my best little Kenyan friends telling me that he loves me, I am forced me to dig a little deeper and run a little closer to God. That relationship in and of itself is a testimony to the love of Christ.  It’s a remarkable thing to say that you’ve been to another country and served along side local believers. It’s another thing to bring that joy and relational community back to a place, which is seemingly deprived of it. God is everywhere. And this summer I have realized that you must seek him in order to find him. It took me traveling half way across the world to learn what God’s love truly is and to recognize that he is able.

It’s crazy to think that my time in Kenya has come to a close and I’m now back at home ready and willing for whatever God throws my way. I know for a fact that a couple of months ago I wouldn’t have been ready to relinquish control and surrender my all to God. I’ve got to say it feels pretty good to be in that place now.  I owe it all to the grace and the supernatural love shown to me in Kenya.

Charles Corn-post Haiti ...

I just returned from Haiti and I had an absolute blast there. The culture was a very relaxed culture and has taught me a bunch about patience and trusting Gods plan. While there we participated in the many different ministries that Bezalel Movement runs, of which are a Hospital Ministry were we visited and prayed for some of the patients. We also helped supply the medicine they needed. We did a prison ministry where we received letters from the inmate and then we handed out soap, tooth brushes and Bibles to all the inmates. We did some outreach in a village that was about two or 3 hours away up a mountain.

Although we helped out at all of these various ministries, I have had a hard time seeing how exactly we helped because I felt that those ministries would have run just fine even without me and the team I was with there.  I feel like this summer was more of a learning experience and a calling into a great more long-term ministry. One that God has yet to reveal to me. God has worked in mighty and miraculous ways and has shown me many things about who he wants me to be and how he wants me to live. This summer has helped me come to that realization that he has called me to more than just a regular ‘American Dream’ type of life.  Getting to know the guys at BM was also an amazing experience that has touched my life and I pray that I touched their lives as well. They have truly shown me what it means to be relational with friends and with your community.

Before this trip I thought that I know what true friendship and community meant, but now seeing them and how they treat each other and everyone around them has made me want to change the way that I treat people. It has given me the desire to build more close friendships. I have come back with the vision that in just a few short years, BM will be instrumental in changing the nation of Haiti for the Kingdom of God. I was extremely blessed by those guys and may never truly be able to express how greatly they have touched my life, but I can tell you this: that they are a very special friends and brothers in Christ.

 

 

Kamitra’s final say! ...

I chose to go to Ukraine this summer because I love working with special needs children. This summer has been such a blessing. I feel like I have learned more from the kids than I could ever teach them. One of the things I have learned from the teenagers in the orphanage is about community. They took care of each other and were their own little community and families to each other. God is doing some amazing things in Ukraine. Alys has an amazing ministry that is touching the lives of more than the kids. The nannies who take care of the kids are being blessed, whether they realize it or not. It’s amazing how much nicer the nannies are who work with Alys regularly. There’s so much potential for the kids and nannies. I can’t wait to see what all God continues to do!

God has taught me a lot this summer also. I can’t even begin to describe all that He has taught me. He has made me realize that missions is a bigger possibility than I ever thought before. My relationship with Christ is stronger than it has ever been before.

-Kamitra

from bug bites to Jesus! ...

This summer our team talked a lot about the truth that Eve forgot when she was tempted to eat off of the tree.  The fundamental truth of our relationship with God: that God is all good, He calls us his beloved and we can fully trust in him.  There is no evil in Him and through every circumstance has plans to make us prosper in His kingdom.

I want to share with you what I forgot this summer.  While I was in Cambodia I ended up with some bug bites on my legs.  They were itchy and they hurt and for a couple of weeks I felt miserable.  Some days I would really let the bites get to me, especially when people would make comments like, “do you use bug spray?” and “your legs look really bad.”  Even though I know that these people had the best intentions of concern, I found myself responding very harshly. YES I DO USE BUG SPRAY, and I WISH I COULD CHANGE HOW THEY LOOK OR EVEN HOW THEY FEEL, BUT I CANT.

I would pray for healing, I would pray that God would take it away, and nothing would happen.  “God if you take this away I will be able to better minister to the people we are around, RIGHT?  Right now every comment of concern from others and every thought of advice makes me angry, it hurts my pride. I am obviously not showing them what it means to be slow to anger and abounding in love.”

But that was not how God wanted to demonstrate his power.   God didn’t want to demonstrate His power by healing my legs through a miracle; he wanted to show his sovereignty by leading us to a clinic where NORTH KOREAN doctors would give me the treatment I needed to heal.  Not only did God heal my legs through them, but He also gave me the opportunity to build a relationship with them by spending the next 2 weeks teaching these doctors English!!!  No one goes in or out of North Korea, so God brought people from North Korea to us.

It was not about the bug bites, but rather about how God wanted to lead me into the clinic to share His love with them.  God didn’t want me to get prideful in saying, “I prayed to God and I got my prayer answered, exactly how I planned.”  I learned that God answers prayers, often in ways we would never understand, but it is still the same answer: “Have faith in me.” Faith is radical in the eyes of the world.  Faith is trust and hope in the goodness of God regardless of the circumstances placed before us. Our Father in heaven wants to give good gifts to His children, and the Lord truly blessed me with an amazing chance to shine His eternal light into the country of North Korea while in Cambodia.

In the midst of temptation and trials, happiness and joy, rainbows and bug bites, I pray that you remember the promise of God: that he will reap a harvest if we do not give up (Galatians 6:9).  DON’T FORGET.  I have faith that God has a good promise for the Khmer people and I trust his plan to share his love with them is far greater than I could ever ask or imagine.  So I will not give up but rather run with perseverance, trusting in the goodness of my Heavenly Father.  SUE SUE (persevere in Khmer)!!  

Thanks for your love and support,

Britney Sue

The Rawns ...

There were two things that I did not necessarily learn, but re-learned, and confirmed a desire that I have had. First thing, I saw on the trip I want to talk about is a hospital visit. Even after being overseas two times before doing missionary work, and then an Indian reservation in Arizona, I had never seen the poverty that I saw in Haiti, and more specifically in a hospital. We saw three infants that were suffering from malnutrition. We know malnutrition is a problem in developing nations, but seeing children battling for their lives because of lack of nutrients, is different than knowing. I have a good friend that says she does not want any children as long as there are children overseas that do not have the money to eat, and suffer from starvation, along with other basic necessities. She would rather adopt and save a child or sponsor children. After seeing the children in the hospital, I understand now what she is talking about. I am not saying having kids is wrong by any way, but I have to agree with her. If I ever get married and start a family, I never want my own children. I would much rather adopt now.

This has been a battle of mine ever since I started college Cincinnati Christian University. I did ministry in Cincinnati and many of the children rely on the school cafeteria for their food. On weekends some of the children can only get a few meals instead of the traditional three meals a day. Again, having children is not wrong, but for me, I want to adopt, and provide the basic necessities for a child from a family that cannot provide them the basic necessities.

The one thing I re-learned was ministry is all about relationships. I have done a youth ministry internship before, and been helping the youth group at my church full-time since I finished college in 2009 and each summer during college, when I was home. I felt like I had a descent grasp on how to do youth ministry with those experiences, and a degree in Biblical Studies. One thing I have learned through all of these experiences is ¾ of ministry, and especially youth ministry is relationships. I think one problem why the church has been in decline in America is because we have fallen in love with big events, and gotten away from the heart of ministry, in relationships. We live in relational poverty in America, and it really became obvious in Haiti. We did revivals, and events at a few places, but the Bezalel Movement never let that be the center point of the ministry no matter where we went. They understand ministry is all about relationships. Big flashy programs have a part in ministry, but not the center point of ministry. They kept the ministry basic, because they do not have the funds to run a big flashy program, and in many ways it was and is more effective then the ministry we do. I am looking for a youth ministry job now that I am back in the states. This was a great reminder of what the core of ministry is as I go on searching for a job in ministry.

amy schafermeyer summing up her experience ...

 

Galatians 6:9 says, “Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.”

Our conference on Farming God’s Way in Zambia went really well, and we decided this verse summed up our experience that weekend. I myself was nervous for the conference because I didn’t know much about Farming God’s Way, and our team was tired from traveling so much within a short period of time. But even though our team was tired and weary,  everyone who attended still learned a lot. The youth at this conference were older and spoke english, so it was nice to be able to talk with them and learn more about their culture. I had a conversation with the guy whose bike I rode on the back of to the farm land that was donated to the youth at the conference, and we spoke a lot about the differences between life in Zambia and America. A few of our topics included marriage, dating, school, and sources of entertainment.

busy 2 weeks….lots of pictures! ...

Don’t worry we are still alive! We have been so busy these past two weeks that we haven’t had a chance to sit down and write. So, here is our two week-long update…

We spent all last week in the bush at Ewaso Ngiro. We taught for three days at Christian Academy and Esawo Ngiro Primary School (the government school there.) We taught composition, health, and math lessons. We also had the privilege of playing many games, especially with the students at Christian Academy. Michelle and Jessica had the opportunity to visit the CMF clinic in the village and observe babies receiving their first vaccinations. Friday, the team was asked to speak at a youth training seminar. We spoke about the importance of having a vision and an action plan for ministry, then worked with local leaders to develop a specific plan for their ministries. While driving attendees home after the seminar, it was humbling to realize that many of them had walked for hours in order to attend the seminar. We felt so blessed to be a part of it. On that Saturday, we had a fellowship day with the children of Ewaso Ngiro that are involved with Compassion International. We played many games, enjoyed meals with them, and assisted wherever we were asked. Sunday we went to the church there, where we taught Sunday school and held a question and answer session for the “youth.” We also went to a local youth fellowship in Narok called Potter’s, where we met many young adults, listened to a great sermon, worshiped together, and learned a little salsa dancing.

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Andrew Robins-what Haiti meant ...

Bondye ben ou, pa zafe li

There are so many things that I learned in Haiti, and not just Creole. I think one of the biggest lessons I learned from all the things we did in Haiti is this: I learned how to use patience. I’m not saying that I wasn’t an impatient person before Haiti, but what I am saying is that God used a lot to instruct me on how to use the gift of patience for His glory and to show His love.

Even with this big lesson learned, one of the top impacting moments came week 4 when we went to the hospital in Jacmel. Read More »

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